My Last

My Last

Sometimes, you don't always get what you want and I learnt it...the hard way. So today was suppose to be my 'last outing' for the year since HSC is gonna start soon and my parents are being especially gay about it. They don't want me to go out anymore.
On Saturday my mum told me that I could have one last outing and that I should choose it wisely since it'll be the last for the season. I knew that this would be my last chance to go all out and enjoy myself.
And then I recieved an email saying that we were gonna have a city/beach outing on tuesday. It sounded like so much fun...so I told my mum. I seriously had to beg her to let me stay out late...but I didn't mind because I thought everything would be worth it.
But yesterday, people couldn't be bothered going anymore. I was really, really cut. But hey, I can still have fun with just a small group right?
So Colin and Jaime and I decided to go and have fun in the city anyway...and what's better was that Matt was gonna be in the city so we could all probably spend the whole day together. And we did.
I got to the city around 1pm. Jaime wasn't in the city and we were gonna meet Colin at 3 so Matt and I went to watch Mao's Last Dancer. It was a really moving film. I loved it :)
Then, after that movie, we got out and met up with Colin and Jaime. Matts friends came shortly after and they went off to Norita Cafe to play monopoly.
As for us, we went to watch The Surrogates. We came across a really funny man in the cinemas and he made us laugh...Now that I think about it...he was extremely funny.
He kept going up to random people saying, "I watched this movie six or seven times. It's really good. I loved it. You don't usually see movies of this quality" or something like that.
Anyway...after the movie, we met up with Matt again and we went karaoke...for about an hour.
That's when things started going a little out of control.
The karaoke people gave us extra minutes when we only paid for an hour...we ended up going overtime =.= so Matt had to go home...but he decided to have dinner with us :D
We went to Pepper Lunch and had dinner there...and then went galaxy world for a really short time.
At nine, matt had to go home...I told my mum I was going home at ten O_O so I was sort of worried about what I was gonna do. We were originally suppose to go darling harbour or something but I didn't want to go home alone so I went home early with Matt. I wanted to play around a bit more...but Colin and Jaime both had to go home...so I guess it was unreasonable to make them come all the way to bevo.
At bevo...I was gonna go Lulu's cafe to grab a milkshake or something. Matt had to go home so he left. I walked up to Lulu's cafe and got my milkshake and then walked up to the 452 bus stop to drink my milkshake. I had a good cry...okay...I had a big cry...but that was because I was feeling unsatisfied and unfulfilled. It was my last outing =.= and its turned this way. The day wasn't bad...but it just wasn't exceptional o.O
But then some really shifty drunk-looking people came around the corner and they started smoking and swearing and looked like they were doing drugs. They asked me why I was crying and if I wanted to smoke...I WAS SO SCARED. Then this one guy came over and looked like he was going to bash me up D: so I just ran away and called my mum to pick me up...I waited for her at the train station.
When I got in her car and told her what happened...she gave me a big, fat lecture and told me that now that I've had my 'fun', it was time for me to start studying...and that all my free time should be dedicated to my family...like doing house chores. She said I didn't need to socialise anymore since its year 12 and that studying ought to be my number one priority. So goodbye social life.
I just had to vent everything...
That's it.
Oh and mental note...bevo at night is really scary.